Welcome

Welcome to A Musician's Tarradiddle!  I know what you are thinking, "what is a tarradidle?"  Simply stated, "A Musician's Tale" was already taken and I happen to be addicted to online thesauruses.  Although the term "tar·ra·did·dle also tar·a·did·dle (tr-ddl)" also implies " a petty falsehood or fib" or "silly pretentious speech or writing," the content of the blog will include my experiences, reflections, opinions, and so on.  I am no one truly magnificent, just a recently married music education and music therapy major who apparently thinks it would be fun to share some thoughts.  I hope you are not disappointed ; )  Sit back and enjoy the soundtrack of my life.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Let me be

Let me be the feet that faithfully journey onward, those that can't sit still.

Let me be your hands that freely serve,  just following your will.

Let me be the fire that keeps on burning and sets your heart ablaze, 

Let me be the light that shatters the darkness, in your presence I'm so amazed.

Let me be the strength that won't let go, and holds onto hope, the joy that warms your heart...

Let me be the voice that makes you want to sing,
that shouts your name from the mountain tops and reaches to the depths of the sea,

Oh Lord, please shine through me.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

All those lovely old ladies must be geniuses...


I've just recently taken up knitting since I actually have a bit of what most people call "free time" (which should probably include more practicing and preparation...I'll get on that...).  I wanted to do something useful, so I decided to knit for some sort of cause.  There are a few nonspecific organizations, but I settled on knitting little baby hats and/or booties for local hospitals.  I figured "why knit for myself?  One can really only have so many scarves...during the summer..."  My husband kindly admitted to being slightly relieved that my crafting would not end up all over our apartment and instead would be given to charity.
Of course I really don't want to pay for any patterns at this point, because as I've discovered, knitting must be best suited for those lovely older ladies who are patient and have some sort of crafting genius.  Yes, you can Google "easy" or "beginner" patterns for such projects, but with a closer look, I'm a bit overwhelmed.  Thank goodness for YouTube and many kind knitting enthusiasts who post glossaries and "how tos."  Stay tuned for improvements (keep your fingers crossed) upon my hat making because this little guy is a bit sad...I wouldn't let any cute baby wear my first hat attempt...notice the not-so-small air vents...

An update on my knitting...This little blue hat was my second attempt.  Things were going well until I reversed the "right side" of the project and ended up with a textured stripe.  I thought I could make this intentional by simply creating more stripes, but then I messed up somewhere again (definitely some grumpiness) and the stripes were totally random, so on and so forth.  My solution: knit the hat longer and turn it up ; )  I hope this one is an improvement???   Maybe some little baby out there would appreciate this hat...or maybe the baby who receives this hat will look back as a young adult and insist his parents were crazy for letting him wear such a thing!  I haven't given up yet folks and I am determined to become the best baby hat knitter I can be!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Capture




In a way, I think photography is a lot like music.  It is like a simple click captures a moment in time that can never be repeated.  I love capturing that moment, and I have been told that I have a pretty good eye for it.  If I hadn't found my place in music or working with children, I think I would have become a photographer.  

My first taste of photography came with my seasonal job at a chain of photography studios aimed at children and families.  I received training regarding the technical aspects of photography as well as photo editing, lab work, and sales.  However, I would say about %80 of the job was working with children--any children, with or without the parents' assistance.  I could not even tell you how many times some seemingly cute kid and parents came into the studio and become the most exhausting customers imaginable.  "Why is my baby not smiling?  He smiles at home.  Lets try this or this...."  And of course they complain when the prints of their 3-month old come out on the sales floor and none include that award winning smile.  I have to think to myself, "Lady, if you couldn't get your kid to smile, what did you expect of me?"  Oh, and there are always those parents who have no control over their little monsters who put up a stink when the photos are terrible because their little darlings are defiant little boogers who won't listen to a thing I or their parents say.  And trust me, I was always more than willing to be a little silly or put forth quite a bit of effort to get a kid to smile.  Those working in daycare really came in handy, but these parents were completely ridiculous.  I've also worked with a few insanely demanding parents who expect their young children to sit and pose like models.  It took only one session of glamor shots for a pageant mom to drive me up the wall and want to put her in time out for talking to her four-year-old as if she was simply worthless.  My favorite part of the job was showing some proud parents adorable and beautiful images of their children or family and watching their expressions.  It was almost as if I was reminding them how blessed they were and how soon these moments would slip away and their children would be grown.  I hated seeing them devastated leaving photos behind, but what can you do?  You may be thinking, "Not everyone is like that," and yes, you are right.  Many families come in with normal children and things go pretty well, but that doesn't make a good story now does it?

I've traveled quite a bit for my age as well, so I love taking landscape photos as well.  With a decent point and click camera you can take pretty decent photos, but I am pretty picky.  I would like to think I've taken some pretty good ones, but I'll let you be the judge of that.  As soon as we get more settled in our apartment we plan to enlarge some of my photos and hang them.  I would love to try some black and whites of everyday objects or landscapes to replicate Ansel Adams (you should Google him).  I think the contrasts can be so striking.  We'll see what comes of that.  

Lastly, I would love to take some photography classes and read up on technique, camera settings, and styles, but of course, there is no time for that now.  I hope to one day do freelance photos and have my own studio.  Nothing crazy, just children, families, seniors and such.  A girl can dream... 

IiiiiiiiiKEEEAAAA!




As a recent graduate with a complete realization of the cost of living (especially after moving 500 miles from home), I am exceptionally grateful for the suggestions of just about the most awesome furniture store ever--IKEA.  If you are looking for pretty much any type or style of furniture, IKEA is the place to go.  The furniture seems to be of good quality for amazing prices.  My then fiance and I visited for the first time and were hooked.  I'm actually comfortably situated on our IKEA couch as I type and our entire apartment is furnished with the same.  I feel quite spoiled with all new furniture, and I know there is no way we could have done this with the outrageously priced furniture we saw everywhere else.  We've made many trips to IKEA and every time I see those big flags waving in the wind, I can't help but sing,"IiiiiKEEEAAAA!"  Thank goodness my husband loves me and I'm not tone deaf!

I would not recommend this shopping experience for those who are instructionally challenged or intolerant since the furniture comes in boxes to be assembled at home.  The instructions are easy to follow, but some pieces are a test of perseverance and patience.  That is why I assisted with the furniture and James took over and let me do the fun stuff.  Apparently I was completely unaware of my husband's fascination with furniture and low-key power tools.  It's like Legos or Tinker Toys to the extreme!   

What is Music Therapy?


I thought I would explain my ambitions to become a music therapist since about 98% of the people who ask what I do give me that quizzical expression when I say I'm interning as a music therapist.  I've included bits and pieces of a paper, which is a bit impersonal, but I think it is a start.  I plan to include some glimpses into my experiences, but to respect the privacy of my past and future clients, I have to be careful.  Until then, check this out and visit the American Music Therapy Association website at http://www.musictherapy.org.  

The research and evidenced-based practice of music therapy is the manipulation of salient musical elements such as rhythm, melodic contour, harmony, timbre, etc. to achieve therapeutic outcomes and transfer of functional skills in social, cognitive, and behavioral domains.

Music therapy is a client-centered service encompassing various techniques of the behavioral, cognitive, neurologic (NMT) and biomedical models of music therapy.  Music therapists must continue to develop and assess their therapeutic skills within these models to ensure the most effective and comprehensive client treatment.  Collaboration within the field as well as dissemination of knowledge to parents, teachers, staff, and other professionals is also very important to increase the transfer of functional skills.  Lastly, the continual research and expectation of best-practice or evidence-based practice is vital to maintain the vitality of the profession to ensure its benefits to a diverse clientele. 

Music therapy is a service in which music is used as the therapeutic medium for intervention to accomplish specific goals and objectives.  Musical elements such as rhythm, melodic contour, harmony, timbre, etc. are manipulated to achieve therapeutic outcomes in social, cognitive, and behavioral domains (American Music Therapy Association definition, 2005).  It may be used in conjunction with other related services including speech, physical, occupational, and other therapies. 

This service is client-centered in that a client’s ever changing strengths and needs must be evaluated in order to make informed decisions regarding treatment strategies.  Both formal and informal assessment are conducted including standardized functioning assessments, musical assessments, chart or file review, and interviews with the client, family members, staff, and/or related professionals.  Throughout treatment, the therapist is responsible for continual evaluation of progress and must adapt treatment accordingly.  It is of utmost importance that the needs of the client and not the knowledge, skill, or preference of the music therapist determine interventions as described in the American Music Therapy Association (AMTA) Code of Ethics.

It is very important in many therapy settings to actively participate within an interdisciplinary team and/or with parents, teachers, staff and other professionals.  This increases the transfer of functional skills to all areas of treatment and provides opportunities for co-treatment and reinforcement of treatment interventions.  These diverse settings provide many opportunities to promote awareness regarding the benefits of music therapy.  The American Music Therapy association strongly instructs music therapists to take advantage to present at staff meetings, conferences, and community events.

Related disciplines (e.g. speech therapy, physical therapy, occupational therapy, etc.) define best practice methods within the standards related to research and evidence based practices.  The American Speech-Language Hearing Association defines evidence-based practice as “an approach in which current, high-quality research evidence is integrated with practitioner expertise and client preferences and values into the process of making clinical decisions” (Evidence-Based Practice in Communication Disorder, 2004).  The association also outlines five themes of evidence practice: independent confirmation and converging evidence, experimental control, avoidance of subjectivity and bias, effect sizes and confidence intervals, and relevance and feasibility (Evidence-Based Practice in Communication Disorder, 2004).  Similarly, the field of physical therapy describes evidence-based practice as the “use of current best evidence in making decisions about the care of individual patients. The American Physical Therapy Association (n.d.) supports and promotes the development and utilization of evidence-based practice that includes the combination of “best available research, clinical expertise, and patient values and circumstances related to patient/client management, practice management, and health policy decision making.”  The American Music Therapy Association practices similar standards.

Although music therapy does not lend to the “gold standard” of experimental research (i.e. random sample, large n, etc.) music therapists have the ability to define replicable interventions as proven by the Neurologic Music Therapy Techniques and related techniques as described by Thaut, practices of NICU (Cassidy & Standley, 1995; Standley, 2000, 2003; Standley & Moore, 1995),  etc.  Music therapists and researchers outside the field have created an advancing and rich body of literature of experimental, quasi-experimental, and descriptive studies to examine the effects of music upon the mind and body, the effectiveness of various treatment techniques, the cost effectiveness, and so on.

References

American Music Therapy Association. (2009). Retrieved from http://www.musictherapy.org/.

American Speech-Language-Hearing Association. (2004). Evidence-Based Practice in Communication Disorders: An Introduction [Technical Report]. Available from www.asha.org/policy.

American Speech-Language-Hearing Association. (2005). Evidence-Based Practice in  communication Disorders [Position Statement]. Available from www.asha.org/policy.

Clair, A.A., Pasiali, V., & Thaut, M.H. (2004). Neurologic Music Therapy. In A.A. Darrow (Ed.), Introduction to Approaches in Music Therapy (143-158). Silver Spring, MD: The American Music Therapy Association, Inc.

Madson, C.  A behavioral approach to music therapy center for music research.  Available from  unam.mx.

Standley, J., Johnson, C.M., Robb, S.L., Brownell, M.D, Kim, S., & Madsen, C.K. (2004). Behavioral Approach to Music Therapy. In A.A. Darrow (Ed.), Introduction to Approaches in Music Therapy (103-124). Silver Spring, MD: The American Music Therapy Association, Inc.

Taylor, D.B & Tomaino, C. (2004). Biomedical Music Therapy. In A.A. Darrow (Ed.), Introduction to Approaches in Music Therapy (159-174). Silver Spring, MD: The American Music Therapy Association, Inc.

Scovel, M.A. (n.d.). Music Therapy Within the Context of Psychotherapeutic Models. In W.B. Davis, K.E. Gfeller, & M.H. Thaut (Eds.), An Introduction to Music Therapy: Theory and Practice. (3rd ed.). (96-108).

 

 

 

 

 

 

At Home With Music

I never imagined I'd be a music teacher, let alone a music therapist.  All through high school I did well in band and choir.  I guess I had a knack for it.  Don't get me wrong--I was not a child prodigy or anything, and I did my fair share of practicing.  I was always amazed at the upperclassmen in the music classes, you know the type--solos here and there, lead roles in the musical, the ones who sit at the piano and "just play" something ingenious.  I virtually worshiped the ground they walked on!  I never thought I'd be one of them.  Sure, I loved music, but I was never confident like they seemed.  I enjoyed many subjects and had no idea I would end up in the world of music (in the case of young children, bless their hearts, very special music).

I've been singing and dancing since I was young.  My parents said I sang about everything and couldn't sit still.  How thankful I am they were an attentive audience at every "performance" from singing into a Play School microphone around the house, dancing on stage, my last performance as a member of the college jazz choir, and finally to conducting the bands at my student teaching placement.  The greatest thing is, I know they will be there whenever physically possible for every performance in the future.

Of all the performances of various sorts, I've never felt as comfortable as I do praising God.  I remember as a young child feeling somehow different when singing in church or children's choir than anywhere else.  This continued as I got older and actively participated in the youth choir at church and even now as I sing some great Christian radio in the car.  I would like to think God looks down on me and smiles when he sees me rockin' out in the car and I know He smiles when he sees children making music.  I am thankful to be even just a tiny part of that miracle.

Now I smile at the sound of children singing, no matter how out of tune and I can't tell you how amazing it is to see a student just get it.  Music can be one of the most motivating subjects for kids and a music teacher can turn out to be the person who they turn to when their world is upside down as well as when it couldn't be better.  This is why I am confident I found my path and I couldn't be singing a happier tune.

Shhhhhhhh! The concert is about to begin! An Introduction



The last few months have been a blur.  I recently graduated from Wartburg College(yes, it is a funny name and you should Google Wartburg Castle if you snickered), a small, private school in northern Iowa.  I majored in music education so I can spread my passion and love of music to children and young adults--and yes, I will eventually write about the importance of school music programs and all my wonderful (and interesting) experiences as a student teacher.  I also majored in music therapy, a lesser known field, especially in the Midwest.  More to come on the subject of music therapy, but in short, it is a research-based field in which the various elements of music such as tempo (speed), dynamics (loud or softness), timbre (sound quality), etc. are manipulated to produce change in various domains such as physical, emotional, and mental health.  Again, more to come.  

I will begin an internship to complete my music therapy degree with the Detroit Public Schools this fall to work with children with special needs, thus my move from a "big" town in Iowa to the Detroit area.  I attended a "large" high school, but something tells me I'm not in the corn fields of Iowa anymore!

Not only have I graduated and moved in the past month, I also married my best friend-the one I swore I'd never date because he was like a brother--so much for that!  In a truly unpredictable and magnificent way, James swept me off my feet and I've been "gliding" ever since.  He is basically on the other side of the universe when it comes to area of study, but somehow the crazy music lady and the computer science/math guy seem to have a lot in common.  He will attend the University of Michigan at Ann Arbor to study in the PhD program for computer science starting in September.  We've just settled into our first apartment and are on the hunt for extra jobs like everyone else until then.   

Well, I think that is definitely enough for now--No lullabies here!